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Twitter! Date: Saturday, February 6, 2010 Time: 9:51 PM Title: you dont know how much i miss you seeing lovely couple photos, thinking, if we were like them, how nice it would be.. its been long, you must be happy.. rly so empty without you, of course you wont know, you wont even read this, because you wont bother.. Labels: 别离去没有你的日子真的好空虚 Date: Tuesday, February 2, 2010 Time: 6:18 PM Title: Now i knw, love is nvr getting too serous. my saddness are nth to you. my tears are nthg to you. my evrything are nothing to you. you changed so much i dont even noe if i still noe you, back then, you were nthg like that. or isit me that did not see clearly what a person you are. love is mayb just a game to you, when you get bored, you just change another one. this is what u taught me, love is nvr getting too serious. yet still, thanks for the beautiful and haunting memories. you can flirt around you like, i want to live my life, my very own life. sinlee love is nvr getting too serious, this is nothing, this is just GAMEOVER. & hey girl, im sry, its me that nvr cherish our friendship, i hope you could forgive one day. im truly sry. Date: Sunday, January 31, 2010 Time: 12:29 AM Title: Dont, i cant. TDAYYY WAS KIND OF A GREAT DAY ^^ i think? o.o hmmm, morning went simon void deck. then jiaxin came soon after, simon and cheksiong came back then simon drive us to ave 8 mac, then he n cheksiong went wash car, bought our mac, waited for cherie keke she late, then wait for them to drive us back. went simon house, study chem awhiny whiny bit, then play majong haha, kup with cheksiong. lost a bit i think. cheksiong went home, simon drive us to bus stop. then took bus to YCK int, take train to orchard! bought a top at cotton on sale hehe. then walk to far east, jiaxin but alot offf thinng ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh >: ) then massage lmao. i hate ppl touchin my neck pls! but lol we had a nice chat with the ppl thr ! (: done took bus to marina, suppose to meet simon and cheksiong at 7, but they will late so went soul garden wait for them, daddy simon booked the seats le, hehe daddy so nice treat us HAHA :) but i feel like killing daddy srsly. lol saw pod there too haha. hmm, after that was about to go play pool le. but saw the catch toy thing keke. daddy simon go play first, then cheksiong tempted, and i play with him also BECAUSE THE CAREBEARS ARE DAMN CUTE?! hehehe got alot of toys in my bag kekes. my mum gonna scold me again tmr. then went pool, cherie went off earlier :( play punch, lost seh, 4.20 :( hehe then went home, take simon lorry WOHHOOOOO I SAT THE BACK HHEHEHEHE! SUPER SHUANG AH THE WIND! yeapp then send me home first hurray keke. okok work tmr again! better sleep, shhh mayb sheesha tmr :) dont treat me any nicer, because if you do, i'll misunderstand, and if i do, i dont know how to let go. Date: Tuesday, January 26, 2010 Time: 5:30 PM Title: wht do i do. it hurt so much, i want to go somewhr far. hide and i dont wanna come back. nvr coming back. im suffering, nw youre happy? Date: Sunday, January 24, 2010 Time: 9:44 PM Title: stop that tap went work at 12pm goodness so tired, work with jamie. laughed n laughed. xiao pang, ah lao, er lao, ku zi gao gao and ji rou nan. hahahas ^^ nicknames given to neighboring stores. went change, cindy and xiangjing give me a fright. they were outside the toilet waiting for me hehe ^^ went 313 but theyh hungry so walked to taka eat. CINDY SHYTZSXZSXZ, so not the boss :) then went back 313, cotton and forever 21, dont think they seen anything they like then to charles and keith, dont know alot nice leh? cindy wants to go puma, so we went and so walked one round and came out -.- kekes and then went m)phosis, gaga. dono wanna buy the heels not? so HIGH, still considering lei? hehe xiangjing also considering her jumpsuit. then then walked to plaza sing :D daisoooooooooooooooo! we all bought milk coffee ^^ thumbs up! :) took mrt and homeeeee :) Date: Saturday, January 23, 2010 Time: 10:40 PM Title: OHMALEH MALEH Woke up, bath went tuition, im latest >: ) then went with simon give his car, lol we took his daming sports car, then took taxi to hgmall, ate ramen, HAHOHE i love SPICY. then jiaxin went off first, then after that soon also i went to work. love working with mengxuan and jamie, laughed till i nearly cry, lol ah lao fr opp keep looking to our shop. haha. ^^ BUT MY LEGS IS FREAGGGING TIREDDDDD?! i've so much to learn, so much to learn. but first teach me how to love and let go so easily. mayb love is nothing but a game to you. Date: Time: 12:15 AM Title: sch tday, thanks lots to my two sisters :) without you two i rly dont know wht to do. and and and this ahyou, he always makes me laugh :) after sch, ss, was actually going home, got missed call fr cheksiong, called back, he came over, pass him maths book, went green awhile, bought bubble tea, catch toy bought a very cute top for my carebear! :D havent tried it on yet haha. then took bus home, bathed and rest awhile. went get book fr cheksiong, he bring his nephew down. freakkkkkkiiinnnnnnggggggg cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ^^ then went green, pei him buy stationary. then i went take 325 to hgmall train to workplace. work was awesome tday, boss make me come in 3.5hr also happy. -.- but yea, awesome leh. funn lehhh, love chatting with colleuge haha. knock off, suddenly someone shout my name. TENJIAXIN :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD she came oveer with her boyfriend, haha touch touch. chat chat awhile and i went to buy thing and poof! train home, fcuk the train, so many ppl can? so tomato in the tin. LOL tuition and work tmr omggggg :O It would be over it would be over, i have to learn. so much things to learn. but firstly i got to learn to say no.. Date: Thursday, January 21, 2010 Time: 8:22 PM Title: BORING BORING OMGGGG sch sch sch home home home boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggg. pay slips are cool ^^ Date: Monday, January 18, 2010 Time: 9:58 PM Title: i fcking hate 3D YTD! :) went work early morning, open store myself. 10.30 yawns. so damn bored. like no one come in lor? i walk around, day dream, clean store. rot lmao. damn embaressing, i was yawning unglamly when i saw hagendaz manager, outside smiling to me, goodness. i was shock i smile with my still yawning mouth. 12.30 meilin came, still vry bored. 2pm jamie came, we were still laughing over ytd thing, kumar and dawn yeo thing haha damn funny. jamie saw them and say until as if they're her friends. >: ) 2.30 FANG GONG! :DD MRT home, bathed and got rdy to go out, got in cab and called cheksiong, went green. then we took to AMK hub, went up bought tickets, AVARTA 3D, 915pm then went visit my friend, dbs, after that go s11, eat cheksiong say de vry famous de chicken chop haha. actually no seats, then went papeye, then also no seats. yum yum, eat le then went visit cheksiong friend, uob. after that went 7eleven bought 22 over dollars! :O cause i got 20 dollar voucher la hehe ^^ after that went archade, my card still have 12 dollar leh hehe! we datona, and bishiiiii basheeeeeee, :D after that play xscoop, muahahahaha got a jackpot minnie :D MINE :P play until almost time le, so went in theater 8. lol, 3D glasses, damn cute. crap leh, havent even got 3D affect kena cheat, Chek: Eh! wear wear! got 3D le leh! Me: HUH?! rly meh, *wears* -.- Chek: HAHAHHAHAH!! -.- okay movie start not long around 15mins i got giddy like fcuk, like rly rly fcuk :D then the whole 3hr i dono i lying here and thr, i can almost die, and so i dont rly know wht this movie abt. zzzzz watch until 12.15am then cab to his house take book, and cab home. chat on phone until around 2.30am and slept sch was okay tday. and and i blog next time about it. time to maple 0,0 ;X im totally no life. Date: Friday, January 15, 2010 Time: 2:12 PM Title: pathetic, i feel pathetic so pathetic. what's up with me. are they sick of me already? because even im sick of myself. so many kinds of people in the world. so many kinds, pain, jealous, angy. i do, because i still care. and why do i still care. can i dont care? why cant i control my own life myself. can i feel nothing? can i dont get hurt? can i be happy? can i be like hw i used to be? can i still laugh like i used to laugh? can i not fake a smile on face? can i be as cheerful as i was? CAN I? FCUK YOU LIFE. let me go somewhr and hide, hide forever. i dont hw to face the world. this is scary. im afraid. so afraid. i want to happy, rly. but can i? Date: Thursday, January 14, 2010 Time: 11:56 PM Title: How interesting went sch tday, lucky nvr late. jiaxin nvr come sch :( so was eng, went up and down with cherie buy file haha, then then was FNN, FNN still rocks the most :) haha, laughed like crap with weizhuang over mr tan thing, & laughed over stupid bryan's crap. MsNadleen: there is gastric juice in your stomach, it is acidic, that is why you will have gastric pain. Bryan: So what do we do? drink soap? Enzhang: then u think what, salt will form ah? hahaha ^^ went back class, geo, like what he use to do. lecture us a whole period again and again. then recesss, me and cherie got so much to comments about ppl haha. then went chem, experiment, super gong. thks cherie and joey for guiding? haha. after that was chi, studied awhile and fell asleep, then math fell asleep omg, i m sry mrs loo. i fell asleep in ur class everyday :'( after sch do tuition hw with cherie and cheksiong in class. supposed to do luh, but i dont know lei, no kick do. so look through a bit of chem, read abit of my book. then when me and cheksiong going to start on a new paper, this cherie keep whinning to go home, hahas did not let her at first, but she sa jiao until i buey tahhan haha, so she went off first, then we did the stupid paper, i almost forgot everything leiiiiiis. omggggg. stayed till around 5-5.30 i think, then went econs, then went void deck he eat his big bun, damn funny, he drops he's egg and acted like a kid OMGZSXZ "whats a big bun without egg" hahaha. then went to green, buy tong luo shao! or was it tong ruo shao? whatever, lol go in shop n save cannot find jagabeeee :( then we went to buy bubble tea, yummy for minipearls! before we left, he spotted his fave machine LOL, those 1 dollar catch toys one. and again again he caught it. its small, yet fat n cute haha. MINE > :) then waited for bus, say byebye and home sweeeet home. OMGZSXZSXZSXZ im freaking tired. super duper tiredzsxzsxzsxzsxz. jagabee morning tmr. :) Date: Time: 12:56 AM Title: losing a friendship because of a relationship, not worth it, definitely. more overe its a 4 yrs friendship, i dont call bestfriends for nthg, i used to only see your bad behavior, not realising what you did for me. i know hw it feels not to be cherish by someone impt to you, yet again why am i doing this to someone who had gone with me so far? if i have the chance i want to cherish everyone i love, and this chance is just right infront of me, what am i actually doing. i know how it feels to be hurt, then now why am i hurting this girl who was with me all along. Marj ng, give me time, give me time to even forgive myself. give me time to find back my old self, because everything good just went away suddenly just like that. they say, let it go, if it comes back to your, its yours. this time im rly letting it go. rly, & i meant it. letting myself turning to other views, this world can still be beautiful, but of course most imptly having my bestfriend and sisters with me around. imsorrytoo. Date: Wednesday, January 13, 2010 Time: 10:59 PM Title: SIPATPORRRRRR :D went sch, study lei waaalaaaaannnnnns :D had a headache on fnn, cant decide to choose 2 anot? whole class choosing 1, but 2 sounds interested la! but ms nadleen told me 1, so decided on 1 ahaa, mrs lim kept helping mee, gege nvr love her wrong :X laugh like crap over mrslim and enzhang's conversation. recess long padang Q, after that was chinese, then maths, crap la fell asleep at last period again! then was phy, awesome the tcher is awesome! hougang mall, buy things, home. maple awhile (sibei no life :(( ) went green meet jiaxin, annott? hw to spell? uh, nvr really eat, :X then awhile cheksiong came, went buy bubble tea, chitty chatty with the auntie gaga, then walk over, me and jiaxin got crazy scolding one another, laughed like craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap >: ) then walked to meet cherieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, and went up. SETS, CRACK MY HEAD :( after that homey! JAGABEEEEEEEEEEEEE TMR ! :) Nope, its nvr worth losing a friendship over a relationship, but look, its defintely worth for this kind of fcukship :) i saw through you, totally :) so hey girl, dont act like you care, Date: Monday, January 11, 2010 Time: 9:35 PM Title: AWESOME I TELL YOU your bestfriend is your bestfriend, your boyfriend is your boyfriend, your bestfriend boyfriend can nvr be your bestfriend, nor can your bestfriend boyfriend be your boyfriend, and same again, your boyfriend can nvr be your bestfriend's bestfriend, nor can your boyfriend be your bestfriend's boyfriend. haha! AWESOME! rarrrr, :) well well, went point for breakfast with jiaxin and cherie, by right cheksiong too but he cant wake up, so helped him buy to sch, reach sch, what did i do eh? O.o er, oh! phy lesson was AWESOME! hahas, then was ss, mr tan is so cute ^^-Y laughed like crapped with yongyou over nasi lemak joke, "the police found nasi lemak @ pungol"GAGA! after that, recess went buy drink, sat awhile and went up again. eng 3 periods, mrs tey not around, gna get it fr her tmr, i did not do her work. haheho. slept, and went hall, principle wants us to see O lvl student get results, he's such a sadist, on the way saw kane yeo!! :) kor! he did well! :) then took nyjc card fr qihao, jiaxin and him talk abit and we went to hall. chitty chatty on phone with CINDYDY on phone awhile. 230 they let us off T.T mercyyyy. went home change and town with jiaxin! :) cheksiong too rush so did not go. went newlook at 313 first, the things are AWESOME i tell you! i wanna buy that bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then went ding tai feng eat hahas, jiaxin touched me. " aiya, nvm la, after this meal dont think too much le la" something like that, ps thats not what she said hahas. then after meal, cherie and her boyfriend came to join us! walk forever 21, uni clo, cotton on! haha jiaxin bought something finally. then walked to taka, armani xchange help cheksiong check hting. we went down for icecream! :) gaga, disgusting la. what hair and shyt things YEW! after that jiaxin went take bus, cherie and her bf continue shopping, and me! MRT home . ;0 GAAAAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! >< something hit me hard tday, is remebering you telling me your future, what you plan to do, what you want to do. but regardless hw simple they are, i felt happy when you tell me all those, because i had the feeling, had this intention, to walk with you this road down ahead, together and, forever. Date: Sunday, January 10, 2010 Time: 11:34 PM Title: ytd, woke up early, prepare went out. cherie later then me lorzszsxz, then mr goh cheksiong rly came early give me play psp. hoho, then 9 went up. then after that went his house block wait awhile, he put my laptop at his house and came down, (MISSES!) then went eat, took 101 then train to orchard, then go his taka give punch card, but need dono what signature, then walk to my workplace, i went work, he go back taka, then went home ithink, reached home, nearly fell alseep, he called. 2plus then sleep -.- tday, woke up prepared and went work, fcuk the china come in say my skin good, then say i look like im fr china, __ btw jagabee is, AWESOME haha, aft work, went home. almost fell asleep but cheksiong called. lmao. then around 5 go prepare, went his house void deck wait for him, SEE MY DEAREST LAPTOP :DDD lol, stay there play sims for until around 8, we laugh like crazy when creating the sims, gaga awesome. then went home, googooGAGA, school starts tmr at 920!, breakfast! (: Date: Thursday, January 7, 2010 Time: 6:39 PM Title: POKER face Wooty, went point at 730. met cherie and her boyfriend. had breakfast. a scary one, her boyfriend and her was O.o last time was cause of vege, tday is christmas present haha! went fairprice help jiaxin buy drink. went sch, reach at around 830, drench -.- lol, stupid wo zhi dao ni. give me late slip. hmm then went class, went toilet dry. then jiaxin went hlc soon :( then what did we do ? :D rot again? oh! i think the phy tcher mr tan wee boon is AWESOME :) lol, doreen kept cutting out nose, lip and eyes of ppl fr magz, super funny. recess play with cheksiong's psp. after that went for FNN, awesome! me, weizhuang and joey was exchanging jokes, racist ones -.- then went hall after that. stupid talk, seriously. suppose to stay and do things, instead changing to tmr, cause tday no ncc x3 i wanna watch their orientation! :D lol oh please and the school system is dumb. so dumb now, whatever fcuk star cca thing, if they dont give us sec1s, hw are we going to get golds? -.- __ after sch went home, slept, bathed, woke up by rudolf, maple, rudolf go sleep, playing again laterrrr.! Date: Wednesday, January 6, 2010 Time: 11:09 PM Title: Fcuked up, fcuk off Hmm Gaga, met baobei at point tday. took out own sweet time went sch @ around 8? say jiaxin! ^^ went class, and rot -.- watched alvin and the chipmunk using cheksiong's psp. watched until i fell asleep -.-ZZZZ hmm what else, okay maths banding, cool got in mrs loo class x3! :) after sch kfc with baobei >:) rudolf called to rush me for maple -.- but still chatted quite alot with baobei x3 ^^ okay so went home, on maple, dont know what he's doing. so told him i wake up at 4 for mc. but in the end he called me at 5 lol, yada yada, so mc. quest etc. (ofg? sinlee's still mapling?) uhh then 6 prepare went to meet baobei early bfore tuition, & thanks to mr goh who wants to see my laptop, it weighs alot -.- stupid simon hibernated my lappy. !!! well well, then study study and majong, lmao -.- horrible us :) after that 101 home :) Gahhhh, i m fcking fcking dulan uh. fei yi ban de du lan uh. fcuk off, fcuk aaway, fcuk out, fcuk whatever. bth, ask me and i'll tell you hw fcuked up you are, seriously. -.- thanks for showing me the clear picture. i got it now, you scuks, seriously. past was past, you can fcuk off already. stop wishpering, its DISGUSTING. and :) I CAUGHT THAT, loser. Date: Tuesday, January 5, 2010 Time: 10:48 PM Title: wa? call until so sweet uh? eff you see kay la -.- seriously, lol. tday nvr go sch, actually did not want and was going for cherie and jiaxin, lol but could not wake up. thanks baobei for waking anyway hahas woke up, maple & maple -.- lol, joyce msn talk to me, she knew i did not go sch, omg like so stalker can? :O hmm then night went clark quey myself, buy thing and went kovan buy my shoe, like finally. home and here mapling again ? :O Gaga ^^ JAR OF EVERYTHING! X3 Date: Monday, January 4, 2010 Time: 8:55 PM Title: First day Tday was the first day of schhhh! :D met baobei at point and went to schhh, stupid arrangment, thought we could be at lvl 1, who knows the shyt we are back at lvl 4 yuppie, so what crappie arrangment thing, boring, recess went down, weiliang and yeexuan just cant stop laughing at me with the new sch u. hahas, sec5 guess only we 3 girls changed ba? nvrmind la, sisters siol. then jiaxin went hlc, me and cherie went back class. dont know what shit crap want to sleep but cant. lol, laughed real hard when carolyn say yy' so gay. "you buy i buy" hahas. after sch went jiaxin house for majong with cherie and cheksiong \m/ awesome, made my itchy hand go off gaga. laughed like crappie when playing uh, jiaxin kept saying crazy stuff, cherie was like so blur and cheksiong saying stuff he thinks its funny. hahahaha. ^^ ohmeeeeee i lost money :( 7buckkkkkkkkkks! :O gaga ^^ then went down, they bought food and went back to her house, they ate and we played again. all the way until 730 -.- left her house at around 750, cherie took 53, took 113a with cheksiong, alighted. he's bus came right after, and i walked home, love the songs blusting in my ears :) '.'-Y Date: Sunday, January 3, 2010 Time: 12:33 AM Title: Hey, BITCHY WOOHOOOOO, DELTAS 09 OFFICIALLY PASSED OUT! had quite fun tday! and memorable pop thanks to our nice sirs tekan session :D hide all out bareys, mix all our boots, make us do bridge until arm got red patches, crunches and push up until everywhr ach, hahas, and MAKE US WEAR OTHER PPL'S NO4, YUCK -.- but still wooohoooo, i will misss their tekan gagagaga, yes, it is memorable! definitely! after that went mac, walked pass kopitiam like again everyone stare at us, cause soooo many no4 ppl walk pass what? but nvm, this time we say, stare all you want, its the last time! :D drank COKE, me and mar drink med, joyce nicole shiying LARGE. POWDERFUL. ^^ chitty chatty and went outside mac take photos! chun han called me mummy awwww (: but stupid eugene yo mama -.- after that went home bathed and went out already. dare not rest anywhr or i might fall asleep. met nicole at hg mrt, and came joyce after that. train to habourfront, just when we alighting. eugene called to say change to marina :O then went all the way, walked around waited for them met eugene, chun han, aliff, julia and peiling see GV, then went eng wa. mar and alex came shorty aft. sherlock holms lol, i htink it scuks, badly. and somehow i got super irritated haha. after that they decided to go prata house, but many many of us not going, so splitted up, took bus with peiling, eugene, chun han, aliff and the couple. lol so funnnnehhhhh! eugene saying me eh you dont try to be funny, and the moment he turn around he almost tripped, me and peiling laughed hard. and aliff was like a small kid sitting at the pavement playing his psp. GAWDDDD ^^ drop same drop as peiling and the sirs and walked home :) gheeeez :) i gain things i lost before, i gain things i never had before, i lost things i never want to let go, i learned so much, soso much. and for now i know, who are the loves who rly cared for me, and who are the ones i dont have to give a damn to :) i learned SO much, i can see WELL. ^^ Date: Friday, January 1, 2010 Time: 9:52 PM Title: change tmr is pop, i want to have fun! i want a change, i want to forget, forget every single thing. i WILL do it. Date: Time: 12:14 AM Title: HNY GOOOOODIESSSSSS happy 2010 everyone, new year new hopes for all.. (fake a smile) ;D -.- dots. yea yea, what what so boring, omg godness omg. whywhywhywhy is my xiangjing not going tmr tmr. yes yes i m finally going out tmr, to east coast? with mar and i dont know who else other then her boyfriend? i dont know dont know. will it be a nice trip for me??? hope so? doubt so, haha not because of who is going with me, its because of me!!!! the problem lies with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. lol, Whatever!!! gaga i sound crazy, bleak, everyone's sending happy new year message -.- BLEAK cog my messages, cant send out now. nehneh. everyone is sending everyone! but whr is yours, gagagaa!? -.- hah, if it was like last year, me would flood ppl with those messages too! lol, but who gives a damn now, nownownownownow. stupidddddd -.- dumbdidumbdidumb, suppose to have tuition today, didadida, but no more tuition today didumbdidumb. dididadadididada. oops, i sound so crazy lol. Whatever baskeettttttt, sin lee is so bored like crap!?!?!?! these few days. who interested in movie or whatevver whatever, contact me ya ^^ but im not free tmr, so am i not free on 2nd PASSING OUT PARADE!!!. and so on 3rd, family outing i guess? HAHA. so where's the time you shall ask me out, gaga. i cant be botherrrrrrrrrrrrrrred after sch reopen HAHA. lol? i dont know what im typing too anyway. crazyyyyyyy. NEW YEAR ! NEW MEEEEEE, nonono no new me, give me a few more days i'll find back my old meeeeeeeeeeeeee. not maggii meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, -.- i like the old meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i'll be back >:) wait for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. uhm, byebyeeeeeeeee -.- no mood to send Date: Tuesday, December 29, 2009 Time: 10:52 PM Title: 北极星的眼泪说不出的想念 原来我们活在两个世界 tday woke up early in the morning, met Jiaxin and Cherie! :D queue here and there for sec 5 books and new uniform hahas :D got parents keep kp -.- irritating. haha thought new uniform was awesome lor! until baobei says looks like cleaners uniform -.-''' went home, slept and mapled awhile. lvled up :D lol, the prepared and went for work! work was not bad today, time passes quite fast :D hoho well after tday im not working often anymore, only sats and suns :D i finally realised some things. good thing or bad thing i dont know either.. :) all along the one i love was gone, only now did i realise. not just a few days, its been like a month already. cause he changed, not the one i love, no. no wonder i was wondering what happened to me those few days. crying every night, constantly messaging him. its because i was crazily finding the old him, but couldnt find the old him at all. they are totally different, totally. and only did i realise, its the old him i love, the one that shower me with care and concern, the one that will never be back, but he'll always be living in my heart, forever. although we're living in two different worlds, i love him forever :) Date: Sunday, December 27, 2009 Time: 12:24 AM Title: What is it with you that makes me act like this. i wake up every night crying, realising you're no longer with me. Date: Saturday, December 26, 2009 Time: 11:39 PM Title: love is easy forgetting is hard i rather have it the other way teach me, how to let you go. its still hurting, like crazy. |